Good morning! I would first like to start off by saying that it's cold in my house :(. I'm a big baby when it comes to being cold. I could sit outside in the height of summer and bake in the sun as long as possible, but being cold makes me miserable!
I want to blog about an interesting fact about myself that I didn't know about before I got a job for Christmas this year. I moved from a small town in New Mexico near the Four Courners to the capital city of Colorado. 'I'm just a small town girl, livin in a lonely world!' (See Gemini off track again lol)
Imagine how that felt for me? After living in England for five years (yes it was amazing) I moved back to be close to my family. As Matt and I grew impatient to get out on our own, we moved to the place where we met. I love Denver for the beautiful Rockies and Red Rocks Ampitheater. But city people are definately different than small town people. Maybe its because they take on the city's energy and are just too busy to slow down and look at the other people around them. When I got a part time job I noticed that I was often overlooked because I was a Christmas temp and I kept getting comments like "Oh Abby, I didn't realise you were still here!" So to feel like I fit in I jokingly started telling everyone I have "Silent Bob Syndrome" and all I got in reply were blank stares and awkward silences. So the syndrome actually started taking effect.
When I'm around new people I am terribly shy, even at 26 I find it hard to speak up or have an opinion at meetings or cub scouts. I often feel drained when around too many new people and take solace in a book or browsing the web on my phone. I only talk when I have to give out directions or an overly friendly person starts talking to me. The pain of this whole thing is that people avoid me like I smell! Lol! When people ask me questions I answer but don't elaborate and they soon get bored. I don't know how to change it! Is this being an Introvert or is this what I like to call 'Silent Bob Syndrome'? And if I am Silent Bob, why isn't there a Jay there who understands me and will talk out for me?
And another thing...with the silent invisible thing going on, why is life after high school still like high school?! We still seem to have our cliques even though most of us are too busy to actually hang out with our friends anymore. Why do people only talk to someone outside of their little huddle to get gossip. This happened to me the other day and it got me so flustered that I turned bright red, like tomato red. I was half irritated that I was put on the spot and felt like I had to explain my side and half angry that this was the only method of communication! Come on people, we are grown frickin up! We shouldn't have to live on gossip and who pissed who off in the workplace! Even though I would like to engage in random conversation, don't come to me with mundane stuff like that. We should be above it all!
Okay my little rant is over. Moral to this post is...Don't judge people because they are quiet and shy. They might just be Silent Bobs waiting for their Jay to come along, and take stupid mundane conversation out of the workplace and reflect on the good things that are happening there. I think I might have explained more in this paragraph than in that convoluted junk up above but I hope it gains a laugh :).
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
My reading challenge!
Good morning everyone! <3 It is currently the 29th of January 2013 and also my best friend's birthday! Happy birthday Jessi! :)
I am posting today to bring along my own reading challenge. I got the idea from the Rory Gilmore reading challenge from this blog right here: http://bookreviews.me.uk/rory-gilmore-reading-challenge/. It's a brilliant blog that I found on Pinterest yesterday. I honestly have no idea who Rory Gilmore is and don't shoot me for that lol! I don't watch movies that often and I kind of stick to one genre of literature, choosing to re-read most books because I'm too scared to venture away from my comfort zone.
I am a bibliophile by the way. I do believe that it takes over sometimes. I love everything about books. Their smell, their texture, and most of all their words. Sometimes however, I find myself browsing the bookshelves in the thrift store and picking up a book that looks really pretty but I never read it. It just sits on my shelf and continues to look pretty until it's covered in dust...(actually the bibliophile in me doesn't allow them to get dusty. I don't even allow my husband to touch my hardback books unless his hands are clean! HA!)...Moral of that rant is, I buy a book and then NEVER read it!
So anyway, I'm happy collecting my books when my husband buys me a Kindle. A frickin Kindle for Christmas! What am I supposed to do now? I have hundreds of free books yes thats right HUNDREDS of FREE books right in front of me! Many bookworms would smack me right now and tell me that I'm making them look bad because there's nothing better than a real book! Right? Wrong I tell you! Having a Kindle is better than having a library card (getting ready for the flaming arrows) because all I need is wifi and I can get those books in front of me with one touch. I don't have to spend gas (no I'm not a hippy bookworm btw I do have a fantastic Jeep :P) it's just damn expensive and I don't have to wait for a book in case they don't have it. Because let me tell you, the libraries in my city (which is in the northern Denver area) do not like Phillipa Gregory and it makes me sad :(. They only have the latest book 'The Kingmaker's Daughter' and that's because I ordered it!
Okay, my Kindle vs Book rant is over now o.o...I'm a Gemini and I get off track easily hehe....my READING CHALLENGE!
My challenge is to read all of the books on my bookshelf (excluding cookbooks and medical books) starting with:
'The Pillars of the Earth' by Ken Follet followed by it's sequal
'World Without End'
Because Matt and I just watched the tv adaptations of them and apparently it completely changed the entire plot. I didn't remember and Matt told me he was disappointed. His actual words were, "You remember silly lines from a Harry Potter book but you can't remember a plot from a brilliant book?"
(Apparently my husband believes he's grown out of Harry Potter. Even though we still watch it sometimes because he's in love with Emma Watson) ;).
I am starting the challenge today and will be writing my thoughts about the book as I am re-reading it. So I better get off of the computer so that I can clean my house before I get lost in Medieval England!
I am posting today to bring along my own reading challenge. I got the idea from the Rory Gilmore reading challenge from this blog right here: http://bookreviews.me.uk/rory-gilmore-reading-challenge/. It's a brilliant blog that I found on Pinterest yesterday. I honestly have no idea who Rory Gilmore is and don't shoot me for that lol! I don't watch movies that often and I kind of stick to one genre of literature, choosing to re-read most books because I'm too scared to venture away from my comfort zone.
I am a bibliophile by the way. I do believe that it takes over sometimes. I love everything about books. Their smell, their texture, and most of all their words. Sometimes however, I find myself browsing the bookshelves in the thrift store and picking up a book that looks really pretty but I never read it. It just sits on my shelf and continues to look pretty until it's covered in dust...(actually the bibliophile in me doesn't allow them to get dusty. I don't even allow my husband to touch my hardback books unless his hands are clean! HA!)...Moral of that rant is, I buy a book and then NEVER read it!
So anyway, I'm happy collecting my books when my husband buys me a Kindle. A frickin Kindle for Christmas! What am I supposed to do now? I have hundreds of free books yes thats right HUNDREDS of FREE books right in front of me! Many bookworms would smack me right now and tell me that I'm making them look bad because there's nothing better than a real book! Right? Wrong I tell you! Having a Kindle is better than having a library card (getting ready for the flaming arrows) because all I need is wifi and I can get those books in front of me with one touch. I don't have to spend gas (no I'm not a hippy bookworm btw I do have a fantastic Jeep :P) it's just damn expensive and I don't have to wait for a book in case they don't have it. Because let me tell you, the libraries in my city (which is in the northern Denver area) do not like Phillipa Gregory and it makes me sad :(. They only have the latest book 'The Kingmaker's Daughter' and that's because I ordered it!
Okay, my Kindle vs Book rant is over now o.o...I'm a Gemini and I get off track easily hehe....my READING CHALLENGE!
My challenge is to read all of the books on my bookshelf (excluding cookbooks and medical books) starting with:
'The Pillars of the Earth' by Ken Follet followed by it's sequal
'World Without End'
Because Matt and I just watched the tv adaptations of them and apparently it completely changed the entire plot. I didn't remember and Matt told me he was disappointed. His actual words were, "You remember silly lines from a Harry Potter book but you can't remember a plot from a brilliant book?"
(Apparently my husband believes he's grown out of Harry Potter. Even though we still watch it sometimes because he's in love with Emma Watson) ;).
I am starting the challenge today and will be writing my thoughts about the book as I am re-reading it. So I better get off of the computer so that I can clean my house before I get lost in Medieval England!
Thursday, January 24, 2013
Bored today and a little lonely
Hello my invisible public :)!
Today is January 24 2013. Isn't that awesome?! I never thought I'd see 2013. My whole life I've heard rumours of the Mayans and Nostradamus and was silly enough to believe them! I tell you what, I was very relaxed on the 21st of December 2012. I had the fleeting thought of keeping my son home from school, not allowing my husband to go to work, locking all of the doors and turning off all the power. We were gonna go all caveman in that daydream! Hehe...anyway, I feel totally random today. Boredom gets me that way.
In between the times that I am playing Diablo III and watching Doctor Who (my housework is done btw) I find myself daydreaming about the stupidest s**t lol. Like earlier, I was brushing my hair after my shower to get ready to braid and I started thinking about being left behind when someone dies. WTF?! Immediatly I felt my throat close up and the tears spring to my eyes. Seriously? Why does my brain do this to me? Why do my hormones hate me? I'm 26 years old and my face resembles pizza uggghhh...Not only that but my hormones are making me act like a newborn recently. I burst into tears at the smallest thing. I must miss my husband too much.
Oh yeah, I'm currently the only adult in the house. My son Liam likes to think he's an adult too but honestly he is 7! I think that's why the stir craziness has reached new levels!
Today is January 24 2013. Isn't that awesome?! I never thought I'd see 2013. My whole life I've heard rumours of the Mayans and Nostradamus and was silly enough to believe them! I tell you what, I was very relaxed on the 21st of December 2012. I had the fleeting thought of keeping my son home from school, not allowing my husband to go to work, locking all of the doors and turning off all the power. We were gonna go all caveman in that daydream! Hehe...anyway, I feel totally random today. Boredom gets me that way.
In between the times that I am playing Diablo III and watching Doctor Who (my housework is done btw) I find myself daydreaming about the stupidest s**t lol. Like earlier, I was brushing my hair after my shower to get ready to braid and I started thinking about being left behind when someone dies. WTF?! Immediatly I felt my throat close up and the tears spring to my eyes. Seriously? Why does my brain do this to me? Why do my hormones hate me? I'm 26 years old and my face resembles pizza uggghhh...Not only that but my hormones are making me act like a newborn recently. I burst into tears at the smallest thing. I must miss my husband too much.
Oh yeah, I'm currently the only adult in the house. My son Liam likes to think he's an adult too but honestly he is 7! I think that's why the stir craziness has reached new levels!
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
WHAT TIME IS IT?!
Here is a pic of me and Liam :) I am Finn and he is Jake! Gotta love Adventure time!
Let's see where this goes
Hello currently invisible people! This is so new to me but hopefully I'll get it down pretty soon!
So I have been telling myself for months that I DO NOT WANT TO START A BLOG...because it's like sooo Hipster :)...Well who cares haha! There are loads of people out there who are doing it for the same reason I am...I'm bored, I have no friends who are available during the day who I can talk to, and I have a lot of thoughts and ideas that won't shutup in my head! Oh that, and I'm pretty sure people are getting annoyed with my 10 posts a minute on Facebook :).
A little bit about me. I am 26 and I live in Colorado with my loving husband and our 7 year old Liam. (He's still 6 but his birthday is on Saturday ;)...) We moved to the big city last year in July and I quickly became a SAHM. For those of you who don't know, that means Stay At Home Mom...When it happened I was like "WTF?! I've been working since I was like 9 with my mom!" I quickly realised why most SAHMs are obsessed with cleaning and cooking. IT'S BECAUSE WE ARE BORED O.O.
I can tell you that I am not in any way the perfect wife or mother. I am trying to be but I think I have ADD because I get distracted by things really easily like Pinterest and Netflix and Youtube...and the Library lol. I am trying to improve though because after I stopped working full time I felt lazy. I felt like a failure to my husband. When I moved up here (from a small town near the Four Corners) I didn't know how to cook! I have always been obsessive about cleaning so I had that down, but I wanted to do things that would show that he wasn't alone in taking control of our lives finally.
On another note, I am an all out nerd/geek whatever you want to call it. I have Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings memorized and am currently getting on the Doctor Who bandwagon lol. I talk about them all the time. I am also a major history buff and that is due to the fact that my favourite author is Phillipa Gregory author of such novels as "The Other Boleyn Girl" "The Constant Princess" "The Red Queen" and the new BBC production based on the book "The White Queen" Once I read her work I was hooked and learned as much as I possibly could about the Middle Ages and the Renaissance.
I am currently in the midst of writing a book. ((I have been trying for years btw...It's hard!)) and decided to start this blog not only because I am bored at home, but also my mind is so full of ideas and thoughts all the time that I find it very hard to get the actual story line down. Plus blogging will give me some practice on typing and improving my grammar. (I've been out of high school for like 8 years give me some credit k?) So yeah...I'm gonna wrap up this novel now and go and watch Doctor Who lol bye! <3
So I have been telling myself for months that I DO NOT WANT TO START A BLOG...because it's like sooo Hipster :)...Well who cares haha! There are loads of people out there who are doing it for the same reason I am...I'm bored, I have no friends who are available during the day who I can talk to, and I have a lot of thoughts and ideas that won't shutup in my head! Oh that, and I'm pretty sure people are getting annoyed with my 10 posts a minute on Facebook :).
A little bit about me. I am 26 and I live in Colorado with my loving husband and our 7 year old Liam. (He's still 6 but his birthday is on Saturday ;)...) We moved to the big city last year in July and I quickly became a SAHM. For those of you who don't know, that means Stay At Home Mom...When it happened I was like "WTF?! I've been working since I was like 9 with my mom!" I quickly realised why most SAHMs are obsessed with cleaning and cooking. IT'S BECAUSE WE ARE BORED O.O.
I can tell you that I am not in any way the perfect wife or mother. I am trying to be but I think I have ADD because I get distracted by things really easily like Pinterest and Netflix and Youtube...and the Library lol. I am trying to improve though because after I stopped working full time I felt lazy. I felt like a failure to my husband. When I moved up here (from a small town near the Four Corners) I didn't know how to cook! I have always been obsessive about cleaning so I had that down, but I wanted to do things that would show that he wasn't alone in taking control of our lives finally.
On another note, I am an all out nerd/geek whatever you want to call it. I have Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings memorized and am currently getting on the Doctor Who bandwagon lol. I talk about them all the time. I am also a major history buff and that is due to the fact that my favourite author is Phillipa Gregory author of such novels as "The Other Boleyn Girl" "The Constant Princess" "The Red Queen" and the new BBC production based on the book "The White Queen" Once I read her work I was hooked and learned as much as I possibly could about the Middle Ages and the Renaissance.
I am currently in the midst of writing a book. ((I have been trying for years btw...It's hard!)) and decided to start this blog not only because I am bored at home, but also my mind is so full of ideas and thoughts all the time that I find it very hard to get the actual story line down. Plus blogging will give me some practice on typing and improving my grammar. (I've been out of high school for like 8 years give me some credit k?) So yeah...I'm gonna wrap up this novel now and go and watch Doctor Who lol bye! <3
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